3/02/2004 06:30:00 AM

heyo pple!!! come back to update again... such a surprise i actually came to update so soon... hee... hahahah... anyway dunno y i suddenly feel like updating lor.... i was staring at the com today the whole day in office lor... see until headache liao lor.. hahaha... mabbi becoz i came to check mail... was replying to suwen's mail.. den juz feel like letting out all my feelings now.... hahahaha... a's coming out le... i'm damn scared.... but everybody keep telling me i can do it.... i totally hate this feeling lor.... becoz i got no confidence lor.... haiz.... den pple will start saying i always say thin n end up i got better results... if this realli works i dun mind doing dat all the time lor so i can get better results... spastic rite??? haiz..... i'm feeling so scared lro... think i going out of my mind le.... no mood to do anything liao lor.... but i still haf to work.... haiz....irritating... anyway i was realli glad to receive reply from suwen( she's still my best fren even though we lost contacts for 2 yrs) seems like its a bond between us dat will neevr fade off... i always feel so comfortable wif her... but she's at perth now.... so far away... but i i noe she's always there for me 1 lor.... n i oso got my dear.... but he's in ns.... sometimes i realli feel so lonely... so i always find frenz go out... but den i will put my dear as my 1st priority lor... so i wun always be free to pei my frenz... i like so bad rite... ask them out onli when i'm alone.... but isnt every1 the same??? i hope my frenz will understand me though... if they dun den i oso cant help it.... anyway good luck to all my frenz taking their A's results.... hope all of us do well.... i realli hope i can do well.... realli realli hope*....